The Destain (And Pain) Of High School Life: Meet The Stoic Champion

As part of honoring our commitment to cultural humility and anti-oppressive practices in research, our team took great care in honoring the voices of all of our participants, and gained feedback each step of the way through collaboration with the Asian American community.

The Stoic Champion’s Tracklist

The Past

Lion King – Rafiki

Good Morning – Kanye West

I Wonder – Kanye West

Stressed Out – twenty one pilots

Runaway – Kanye West

The Present

Kung Fu Panda – Oogwa

Hope – XXXTENTACION

Wishing Well – Juice WRLD

Dr. Feelgood – Motley Crue

Flooded the Face – Lil Uzi Vert

The Future

Champions –  Kanye West, Gucci Mane, Big Sean, 2 Chainz, Travis Scott, Yo Gotti, Quavo, and Desiigner 15:23 – 16:53

God’s Plan – Drake         16:54-17:57

Quote – Soul 17:57-18:16

Keeps playing God’s Plan  the background of the quote 18:10-end

The Stoic Champion

We would like to extend our heartfelt thanks to Elizabeth Anglin for her incredible artwork titled The Stoic Champion1

A Korean teenager uses rap music to channel his deep frustration with the toxic culture often surrounding young males. Torn between his disdain for this culture and the pressure to fit in with his peers, he navigates a challenging journey. Through DJ effects, he conveys the weight of his loneliness and depression, subtly revealing that things aren’t as perfect as they seem on the surface. He envisions a day when he can break free from those who hold him back and embrace a successful life.

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A confident young man presents a strong exterior, yet inside he feels depressed and disconnected from the larger culture around him. This stoic champion combines bold, assertive, and popular rap with elements of heavy metal. He skillfully employs various DJing techniques such as short and long echoes, distortion, volume adjustments, and crossfades to guide the listener’s attention to specific moments in his Cultural Identity Audio-Biography (CIAB). Overall, the CIAB captures the sounds and imagery that many young men in the United States use to start their day, boost their motivation, power through workouts, and tune out the world around them. The CIAB opens with a quote from Rafiki, the wise mandrill from *The Lion King.*

Oh yes, the past can hurt… but the way I see it, you can either learn from it or run away from it.

There is a recognition of a painful past with an acceptance of the past. The teen begins with an introduction to Kanye West’s Good Morning Mr. West.

Uh, good morning

Wake up, Mr. West, Mr. West, Mr. Fresh

Mr. by-his-self-he-so-impressed

I mean, damn, did you even see the test

You got D’s motherfucker, D’s, Rosie Perez

And yes, barely pass any and every class

Lookin’ at every ass

Cheated on every test

I guess this is my dissertation

Homie, this shit is basic

Welcome to graduation

Good morning (X4)

Good Morning Mr. West is a song addressing social injustice. However, the teen surprises listeners by only including the song’s opening, which does not reference injustice. Does the teen not see race, or do they not see the struggle of race within their life story?

I Wonder is next. This hip-hop song with an R&B/soul background starts with a piano and concludes with the lyrics –

And I wonder if you know what it means to find your dreams,” with an increase in the volume of the word “dreams” to emphasize the teen’s hopes for the future.

The stoic champion’s CIAB expresses the inner thoughts and emotions of the teen, which many American boys, including Asian American teens, often find difficult to articulate. Stressed Out by twenty-one pilots:

I wish I found some better sounds no one’s ever heard

I wish I had a better voice that sang some better words

I wish I found some chords in an order that is new

I wish I didn’t have to rhyme every time I sang

I was told when I get older, all my fears would shrink

Kanye’s Runaway, which focuses on themes relatable to many American teens when they are alone –

And I wonder if you know

What it means to find your dreams

And I wonder

I’ve been waiting on this my whole life

These dreams be waking me up at night

You say I think I’m never wrong

You know what? Maybe you’re right, aight?

The listener is then brought into a world of American teen males who find school a cesspool of the worst type of males. During the song, the teen plays with the volume. The feeling that people have hurt him has made him stronger, even toasting/thanking /mocking the toxic male adolescent world. The song drips with disdain –

So I think it’s time (so I think it’s time)

For us to have a toast

Let’s have a toast for the douche bags

Let’s have a toast for the assholes

Let’s have a toast for the scumbags

Every one of them that I know

Let’s have a toast for the jerk offs

 

As the past has a long fade out, a Kung Fu Panda quote jumps in to turn the listener’s attention to the present

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. 

Hope by XXXTENTACION is next. The song was written about the American high school shooting in Parkland, and the issues of survivor’s guilt. 

Tired of the fuckin’ hate,

No, I’m not alright, yuh,

I might start a riot,

I’m so fuckin’ tired, yuh,

I can’t breathe,

I’m waiting for the exhale.

The song Wishing Well by Juice WRLD discusses the need to maintain a facade of being okay while quietly crying for help and for someone to notice.

I can’t breathe, I’m waiting for the exhale

Toss my pain with my wishes in a wishing well

Still no luck, but oh, well

I still try even though I know I’m gonna’ fail

Stress on my shoulders like an anvil

Perky got me itching like an anthill

Drugs killing me softly, Lauryn Hill

Sometimes I don’t know how to feel

Ring-ring, phone call from depression

You used my past and my memories as a weapon

On the other line, I talk to addiction, huh

Speaking of the devil, all the drugs, I miss them

Volume is used to emphasize certain moments in the song. The volume is increased for:

Ring-ring, phone call from depression …

You used my past and my memories as a weapon and turns

Then, the volume is lowered for:

This is the part where I tell you I’m fine,

But I’m lyin’,

I just don’t want you to worry,

Sometimes I don’t know how to feel

The music commands attention as it shifts to hard rock with Mötley Crüe’s “Dr. Feelgood.” This isn’t just a random pick, especially since everything surrounding it is hip hop; it’s a powerful anthem that embodies the fierce energy teenage boys play during their workouts. With its electrifying guitar riffs and relentless rhythm, “Dr. Feelgood” empowers teens with their strength. This song isn’t merely background noise; it is a catalyst for motivation..

Got a ’65 Chevy primered flames

Traded for some powdered goods

Jigsaw Jimmy he’s runnin’ a gang

But I hear he’s doin’ okay

Got a cozy little job sells the Mexican mob

Packages of candy cane

He’s the one they call Dr. Feelgood

He’s the one that makes ya feel alright

He’s the one they call Dr. Feelgood

The drug references are obvious. But, is the stoic champion highlighting drug use or using it as their song to get ready to go out into the world of alpha teen males?

The song is followed by Flooded the Face by American rapper Lil Uzi Vert. The song is about sex, making money, and living luxuriously 

First of all, I fuck eight bitches a day (yeah)

How could you ever say Lil’ Uzi gay? (How?)

Fuck four of ’em raw, fuck four of ’em safe

Think I’m splittin’ the odds before you to debate

Don’t want no pussy, want oral today

Pull out your tongue and just twirl it, baby

She lick on my Backwood in Prada, baby

Diamonds so wet, like a swirly, baby

Got more than a .40, if I pulled out a TEC with my borin’ shit

If I’m pourin’, then you pourin’ and we pourin’ shit

I fuck you, bitch, on cam, like a porno flick

I put diamonds everywhere, that’s more than rich

Outlet broke, now I’m more than rich

Brand new foreign, now I’m floorin’ it (yeah)

Don’t head broke, no ignorin’ it